Oh how I cried we wrestled for the longest
than he just stopped. I was determined that Mr. Harris was not going to rape
me. Where he taken me it was so dark that it seem like you can feel the
darkness. I can not tell anyone where he took me because of the darkness. I was
afraid to tell my dad because I knew dad was going to do something dangerous to
Mr. Harris. I did not want my dad to go to jail and be away from the family. I
love my daddy I would have given my life for my dad. My dad's best friend tried
to rape me. I experienced sexual assault I felt so guilty I started to accuse
myself. Mr. Harris poison my mind he said I was to blame. I felt so alone,
horrified, and afraid, if I tell dad, I’ll lose my best friend if I was to tell
my mom she would wouldn't believe me and thought I would make something up. I
was between a rock and a hard place. I found myself as the target of micro
aggression sexuality because Mr. Harris would repeat fondling me over and over
again. I was terrified this sexual experiment does corrupt young children state
of mind.
I have learned that the
effects of discriminations, prejudice and/or stereotypes on people are very critical.
People are not born with the spirit of hate they are taught to hate. We as parents
and teachers should work together in supporting a healthy environment. Because
children have feelings also; they know when they are being discriminated. Discriminations
are when we as teachers does not input the knowledge the children and ourselves
need to support a healthy environment. I do believe when we do not put forward
our best efforts to understand every child has the right for a positive education.
I have learned that prejudice is like a disease it goes down deep in the innermost
being, and it will destroy you. I have learned that children or people are not born
prejudice they are taught to be prejudice. I believe that this is unfair to young
children when we make up their minds for them. I have learned about being stereotypes
on people that we as individuals have the right to believe in what we want to.
Stereotypes are a different group races or individuals who make certain judgment
about people and not knowing the people. An example of stereotypes is that all
black people are uneducated, or all white people with blue eyes are devils. Both
examples are not true and irrelevant. We should respect all people. We as
grownups need to model positive examples for the younger society.